How I wish I can be with her whenever she needs me, however I'm always stuck in the wrong timing either with studies, projects, schools,exams,trainings. I really do care for her so much because
I LOVE HER.
I really feel sucks when she need cares I can't be with her. At times I really feel like ending my life. which I know it's silly yet that's the facts how I really feels.
Jealousy strikes me like million of knife stabbing me, it's carving into my heart in pain, So pain that I wish my heart could have stop beating for a moment and numb my pain but it can't. I can't deny the fact I'm jealous. I felt the challenge by him, the way he wrote on your fb make me feel so pain and jealous, guess what they really said "jealousy kills". However I'm really lost, so lost, yet I didn't vent myself towards anything cause I know she will hate it, but I really have no idea where can I go, that is why I wrote it here.
Idly I stare blank in my room, tears start rolling off from my eyes where I don't know when can it stop, I felt pain that's why, what I know and confirm is that she is the one and only girl I'm devoted in, the one who I dote, the one who I love, the one who I care and the only one who I love her so deeply that nothing else can replace.
She is my soulmate, I affirm that I have finally found her, without her I feel so damn lost, meaningless, as though myself with my body but not my soul. I didn't want much from her but my most basic request is just want to be happily and stay with her forever.
I really love you my DEAR Cassandra low.

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Y11:11 PM

Dopie

6dec when to jian yi weddding, did a dragon performance for him with our formal shirt on's haha.
Had a fun day but after that I was sick for 2 days with super bad sore throat.
Today, headed over to Vivo with 1bike 1 car and the people are Kai jie, Joops, Joyhan, Kokquan, Ting sheng, Wendy and Guo xuan to watch STORM WARRIOR 2, Thought it would be a nice show but end up it's a horrible show.
After the show I headed over to Ion to buy my unique dopie sandals, got discounted by the staff price and also change my stripe with dan.
=D

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This few days got home early thanks to kai jie ride back since he heading to lakeside.
I just had my haircut too, and seriously its like 8more days to my holiday!!!
Simply awaiting for it to come !

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Saturday, I had my PP presentation, overall I think it was quite well done just kind of tense during presentation cause its like one vs three kind of presentation. But I suppose I did quite well cause the comment from my advisor was a positive one.
After Presentation, I wait for Joops and Guohao cause I plan to have lunch with GH. Joops sent me and Guo Hao to Causeway point and we had our lunch over there.

Sunday, I went out with Joops and Kok quan to town for shopping and also to catch a movie.
We watched the Ninja Assassin, the show is pretty violent I'd say a lot of action pack, It's kind of funny when we purchase the tickets the person keep emphasizing on its a M18 show, keep on saying there will be no refund or whatever shit, feel as though we're underage, worse the person who sold us the ticket said in a kind of manner which me and Joops define as "GL"
Well, actually me and Joops was planning if the person would to ask us to show our ID we would GL back and throw our driving licensed in their face! haha.
Funny thing about that show is, RAIN seriously look like one of our classmate in RP even the hairstyles look alike and the RAIN father in the show looks like our Chemistry facilitator too.

Something I'd say Coincidental about me studying in RP, I know my friend in RP for like 1years plus close to 2 years in Aikido, just recently my cousin added me in Facebook, I went to see the mutual friend and got to know my friend know him.
I went to ask my friend " Hey you know my cousin and guess what she reply to me, He is my cousin too."
I was AMAZE AND SHOCK for 5sec, I got my mind back to path and realize that she is my distant relative which I'd have to address each other as Cousin.
How coincidental can that be.
Hahaha

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This is what I am up to

And that the recent me!

Y5:42 PM

What am I been doing lately ?

Nothing much, just that a bit lazy to update my blog.

PP presentation is this coming saturday and Jian yi wedding is on the next coming sunday, Gonna spent some money on both events.

Oh well, I just want to have more money, craving to shop tonnes of stuff I want to buy!

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